this infection

i feel the bugs crawling over my skin
i guess the pills were a mistake
i cannot destroy the desire to be thin

i'm all sketched out on dexedrin
there's rituals with each new weight
i feel the bugs crawling over my skin

nobody knows where i have been
i just threw up my wedding cake
i cannot destroy the desire to be thin

i'll always be the fatter twin
you don't know what there is at stake
i cannot destroy the desire to be thin

admitting need is such a sin
instead of real, i go for fake
i feel the bugs crawling over my skin

i want to walk on glass and pins
there is no sleep i stay awake
i feel the bugs crawling over my skin
i cannot destroy the desire to be thin