this infection

these scars prove that i am the suicide queen
it's not that i don't like it here, it's that i don't belong
i should have killed myself when i was nineteen

i never fit in with the popular scene
because i am weak, i am drawn to the strong
these scars prove that i am the suicide queen

i don't understand why my brother is mean
if this is a head game, then i was his pawn
i should have killed myself when i was nineteen

i'll starve myself so i can fit in your jeans
i tell you i'm sick but you never respond
these scars prove that i am the suicide queen

i am not your cecilia, and this is not your dream
i arose from the sea just to find you were gone
i should have killed myself when i was nineteen

my tongue's been cut out so now i can't scream
you never did care for the songs of the swan
these scars prove that i am the suicide queen
i should have killed myself when i was nineteen